ronen is not a word, pressed.

Still

bluelotusfeet — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:29:39 +0000

please leave a message after the tone or press one for more options.

bluelotusfeet — Tue, 14 Aug 2007 15:14:03 +0000

m y blo od curdled, i swore: in space videos there would be flashes of memory *i thought i was alone here, but there* was someone right here with me and lately right lately the footage resembles water. let’s wait until the song is over before we make our move. a hole is developed providing a passageway largely unconsumed in the space station. there are mechanized arms and refracted light, little gears of color lined like planets. we drift along. our eyes reflected nothing. weave lost the horizons.

bluelotusfeet — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 04:32:37 +0000

this is an Uncategorized poem depending on where one computes her commas and tripped over canalizations. bring your boat here, julie. you are the only one i expect to read this. these poems are used to communicate with you; to establish some sort of dialog. to virus the internet with presence; it extends from blogger, myspace, facebook, you name it. all is just a more digital way of saying hello.

if you are reading this and are not julie. then great! you should make yourself known and i’ll write something about you too, keeping you in mind.

surgery 02

bluelotusfeet — Tue, 22 May 2007 05:42:40 +0000

to extend body
i love
i love
remove from the back
add to the front
cut resolve
add chase
lock the organs
insert my arms
be sanitary
let no earth in
let the chomping fish
swim through my body
and hollow out the inside
until it becomes out.

surgery 01

bluelotusfeet — Tue, 22 May 2007 05:42:12 +0000

to always approach lowful and longfully
countdown alive let me tend to the warmth
tender shiver love without love
in the severing oh love

and in the abrasion of feeling
from true to false rib

one idea to resort
of choosing personal blades
removal of ribs
separate the source

tell me you want to cut me up
remove me from me
the sky is the syringe
a cloud is a vaccine

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begin underwater, go.

bluelotusfeet — Mon, 02 Apr 2007 07:18:56 +0000

are your eyes closed? i can’t tell.

close your beak;

tremble and fall;

lose it.

it is about stacking things upon other things.

a pile of control. distaste and worries,

qualms about love, jarring information.

begin underwater, go.

dwarfed

bluelotusfeet — Sun, 01 Apr 2007 00:30:18 +0000

cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut access / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cut excess / cu

sunset. it was fiery.

/ / . / -

bluelotusfeet — Tue, 27 Mar 2007 07:14:23 +0000

place your hand into the water/ now raise them up again

you will begin to see it folding/ raining cutting through

bone. structure can tell from o/ ne eye dropping love and

something leaks something no/ vel and faded to a tired st-

bluelotusfeet — Mon, 26 Mar 2007 05:39:20 +0000

drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot drop dew drip knot know few trip blot . construction; liven; chase

in doubt. when-

find the one or few and find them in sand.

glass of word – fragile inside

they won’t find you until they are higher: when emotion runs dry.